Burn.

About a year ago I was texting a friend of mine. I was having some pretty bad problems and he was worried so he called me to make sure I would be ok. We talked for a while and he let slip that he had a girlfriend and was living with her. I stopped talking and had to get off the phone a little while after that. I had been in love with him for over six months at that point and was planning on telling him but that bit of information made it pretty awkward for me. A few days later we were texting and I decided to just tell him that I loved him. He knew at a minimum I really really liked him, so his response was "oh dear"

I felt shitty knowing that he had a girlfriend when I told him this, but I was still hoping that maybe he had liked me at one point, or still did and we lived too far, or something. Maybe if they ever broke up I would have a chance. I mean, he used to sleep over all of the time when he could drive his car and we'd always cuddle really close in bed. He drove down one night when I was flipping out at midnight from long beach so I could get through the night and sleep. And one day he randomly texted me because we hadn't hung out in a long time and suggested I come over there and we "release any sexual frustrations we might have" or something. LOLWTFRANDOM. It was totally out of nowhere, and didn't make sense to me at the time, but being the idiot that I am I declined. I had hooked up with some guy once or twice and we were hanging out a lot, I assumed he would end up being my boyfriend and even if he didn't at the time I was really miffy about hooking up with more than one person, even if it was a purely physical thing.

FUNNY STORY ABOUT THAT GUY SOON TO COME.

So with those things, I thought that maybe I'd still have a chance one day.

SO I ASKED HIM, THIS LOVE OF MINE...

"hey... so lets say your girlfriend spontaneously combusts, do you think you could ever see me as more than a friend...?"
"I don't think so. I'm sorry, I feel bad :/"

YEAH THIS IS MOST DEFINITELY WHY I AM SINGLE.
ALSO, I AM TOTALLY THE ~*~QUEEN OF TACT~*~